Tuesday, July 13, 2010


Solar powered Hearts. Hands open, lap up the glitter with your kitten gleam. Sea soaked Soul, I thought I heard you say the milk's not spoiled, but our fables are. Thought I heard them whispering, you dreamt of me, the way you used to. I see the sun off the surface of the water, it's still keeping us alive.

Monday, July 12, 2010


We are all in search for the Light of the Moon.... with sweet Moments in between.

Be my in between, my beautiful reminder...

Dream: Spiral Staircase Pregnant wreckless


I'm in a bazaar type museum. There are a lot of elephant and deer figurines and red and gold colors.
I'm walking up the stairs with my friend Elsbeth and a male friend of mine I know in waking life but don't see very often.
Elsbeth is before me and my male friend is coming up the stairs after.
I stand and wait for him on an in between floor and I lean over the railing to be silly, I'm feeling energetic and excited about something.

My male friend hurries up the stairs and suddenly the whole room looks light green with blue hues.
He starts telling me that I am be wreckless and I have be more careful.
Then Elsbeth comes running down the stairs saying something but I can't really understand what she said.

I feel my face flush, I laugh nervously. I feel sick and everything has a white hazey glow to it.
I stair walking up the stairs alone. I feel almost drunk, wavy, stumbley. I sit on the stairs and see my male friend coming to find me.
I close my eyes to make myself wake up.

Friday, July 9, 2010

Crystal Peacock Wedding dress



My crystals may have broke, but the vision is still clear. Crawled through the bramble bush in my beaded wedding dress, feathers from peacocks and jewels adorn my being. I'll be waiting in the underneath offering you protection from all it is that you fear.

Autodrawing- Witch with Owl


Ever since I was younger I've been 'automatic drawing'. I do it to center myself and often after I meditate. This time I got a very clear image.

I see a woman, in a cloak (me). She is holding an owl on one arm, and pointing forward. I'd also say she looks pregnant (possibly with ideas, hopes, dreams)

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Reflect


I let all my walls crumble down, I watched as they not only fell like crystal mountains onto me but onto others. The shards we all gathered in a circle and pondered our reflections... When the dust cleared we all saw who was really there for us.


It was unfortunate to watch footprints disappear, but I honestly can say I ...wasn't surprised to see how long I had been viewing this whole ordeal with a blind eye.
Those who couldn't comprehend the words my heart spoke, because they themselves have no true understanding of themselves.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Dream: Armadillo saftey courses


I'm walking down a dirt road with a male friend of mine who I had recently mistakenly opened up to in waking life. I'm wearing my usual indigo colored cloak, and we get to where the road met a path in the woods.
But the trees were not filled with the green leaves... they were red and orange like fire.
I sensed something and said to him 'too soon' and he looked at me disappointed.
My dark hairred girl friend who is often in these dreams of mine comes to the edge of the woods, she is waiting for me to come with her... (I feel she is my stronger self because she often appears when I'm feeling a bit lost of weary of the path I'm on).

I look at my male friend, I tell him I'll come back for him and I hand him my cloak, I feel he needs it to be protected from whatever it is that's coming.... not just in our lives here but in the spiritual world and I have no way of helping him do whatever it is he has to do right now because I have my own journey first.
After I hand him my cloak I back away from him as he puts it on... he turns into an armadillo. And I feel I know he has used this so he is protected and I run into the red forest with my dark hairred self.
We are running so fast that trees no longer look like trees but almost as though we are floating through a red tunnel almost as though we were swimming through a blood stream. I felt warm, I felt like I was in a dreamy state; And felt very strong deja vu even in my dream...