Saturday, December 31, 2011

New Year



Did you know as the echoing inside you vibrates, there are one thousand beings that needed just to hear your whispers.
But it emanates through me.
As the sunlight channels through your hair the vibrancy is what has collected in the morning dew for years to feed.
This is all for us. Dine.
Waking up to the shadows cast by light blue curtains and over sized origami snowflakes. Reach over and hold my hand.

You say that my eyes are the stars that give birth to our hearts. That a tower of warmth cascades from my outstretched arms as I reach for you.
You're the only one who can see my light through the stained glass. Peel back the dried paint. Breathe me in.
Catch my breath, because I never will.

I'm still falling in this transitional kaleidoscope, where galaxies dance before they swallow one another.
Eat me Whole, it's happening.
Fingertips, parted lips and a child on the way.
Don't ever tell me this isn't worth what has changed me.

-Saree A. McClaran
December 31st 2011

Saturday, December 10, 2011

I'm horrible at updating this.
Update: My son Rory will be born April 23rd 2012.

All my recent dreams have dealt with my pregnancy.

G's daughter was driving us somewhere (she is only 9!) The car stalled and she couldn't get it to start, I have no idea where George was and I was freaking out I got her out of the drivers side and in the back I was walking around the front of the car to drive and a truck, a HUGE truck purposely slammed into our car which slammed into my tummy.
I dropped down holding my stomach worrying that Rory was hurt.

Friday, December 9, 2011

Rory Salvatore Moore


Little Rory,
I have never loved someone I had not met before. Our eyes have not met yet, I haven't seen your tiny nose or felt your tiny fingers grasp mine yet. But I feel your heartbeat everyday, your little kicks and flutters, you wiggle and are very active.
Daddy and I love you more than words could ever explain and everything is falling into place.
I love you so much baby boy!