We saw you today for the very first time.

I'm in love.

I have walked far and beyond alone carrying makeshift weapons to protect me from all I've come encounter with.
But it's just a sound that can bring me to my knees, the the strongest of swords taking one swift hit to my ribs.
I carry my body with the weight of the world.
Don't touch me when I collapse because one wrong move and the galaxy can be sucked in through the transcending abyss that opens in our hearts.
Such beauty in the parallel movement. The fluidity in watching our past die.
The mystery of what's to come, will you still see me eye to eye as I bleed out my life force in the most magnificent dance of constellations we've ever bared witness to?

Dream: Grandma cab daughter

George and I get a cab to my grandmothers house, for some reason we live there with her.
He doesn't want to pay the cab driver and I'm upset at him about it, I walk into my grandma's and up the stairs to where my bedroom used to be, the whole upstairs is backwards, and my room has a door (in waking life it has never had a door) I open the door and it's my "daughter's" room, I have two other children in this dream, but this little girl, about 5 looks like my grandma, dark curly hair, huge green eyes, and she has french features, like her high cheekbones and small mouth.
She keeps talking about silly stuff and giggling and showing me stuff in her room excitedly.

I hear my mom talking and I miss her so much, so I run downstairs, it's christmas, three children are downstairs opening gifts, my brother is still young, and I can't find my mom....

I wake up feeling really sad.